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` there’s always a time in everyone’s life that we must stop living in fairy tales and face the facts of life no matter how difficult and frightening the possibilities may be.. whenver we love someone, you can never set aside the possibilities of getting hurt.. the heart has it’s limits on how much pain it can endure. and once the limit is reached, the capacity of it to endure pain diminishes, hence, love and trust fades.. and this is an inevitable fact that everyone should know and consider…

` don’t be afraid to be loved more than you can return..be afraid that  you don’t give back the love that  you can..love need not be equal to be fair..it only needs to be true..

` i tend to be heedful to the fact that there are uncertainties as to where i should stand in a person’s life..when i love, i never assume and expect to be loved in return..i simply listen to my heart and follow what it says..and later on if i find out and be certain about where u stand in his life, whatever the answer maybe, i know and i’m sure i won’t regret anything..

` what we need to know about loving is not a great mystery..we all know what constitutes loving.. we need but act upon it..not continually question it. analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us negative insights. we sometimes become so busy classifying, separating and examining to remember  that love is easy.. it is we who make it complicated…

" i wish i know how to quit you.." - brokeback mountain

"it’s because i love you that i make your life miserable.." - real women have curves

" i think i know my unfinished business.. it’s you.." - just like heaven

" it’s just that when i’m not with you, i feel i don’t exist.." - just like heaven

"revenge is a meal best served cold." - man on fire

" hindi ganun ka-importante and alaala..wag mo tong masyadong pahalagahan.." - kim sam soon

" when you’re with the right person, yuo feel more like yourself than ever.. there’s a happiness and a feeling of coming alive to yourself and the other person..that’s like nothing else.." - i do

from candy magazine march issue…

Kiss

in a place where silence is defeaning
the breeze so cool
no one can stand a place
where one can truly reveal
what they think
what they feel

suddenly you came so sad
with tears falling
i was curious
so i offered something to help you stop sobbing

you opened up and shred your fears
it felt weird
a stranger trusting someone like me
darkness appeared
we just sat still
i said farewell
and then you kissed me

i know how you feel
too bad it’s not love
it’s just a kiss
i know it’s over
but that kiss changed us forever

Here I go climbing a mountain
It’s much too high for me
And here I go crossing the ocean
Losing myself, getting lost in the sea
Where did I go wrong
When did I stop singing a love song

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I was blind and could not see
Maybe you were never the one
Maybe you were not the one for me
Maybe

Here I go posing a question
Not sure of what I’ll hear
Here I go refusing to let you answer
Until I make myself so very clear
We can take what was wrong
We can end these words in a love song

Maybe if we try
Maybe we can start again when we’ve already said good-bye
Maybe we can still be what we always dreamed that we could be

And I know that I was wrong to let you go
But I’m still holding on to let you know

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I was blind and could not see
Oh but baby I’ll be strong
And I’ll sacrifice the very breath I breathe
If I could only hear you say to me
When I ask you if you think you still love me
Maybe

Verse 1]
I’m home alone again
And you’re out hangin with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it’s not quite that way

It’s getting pretty late
And you haven’t checked on me all day
When I
called you didn’t answer
Now I’m feeling like your ignoring me
I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus:] I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you couldn’t hurt me
it just ain’t fair the way you treat me
No you don’t
deserve me
Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain’t never gon change
I wish I wasn’t in love with you so I
wouldn’t feel this way

[Verse 2]
When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love
that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that’s why I’m so mad
Now I’m drowning in
disappointment
And it’s hard for me to even look at you

And I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And
I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain’t feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding

And you’re treating me like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don’t want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Hear you knockin’ at the door again
I’m wonderin’ should I let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
So
beautiful in your hand
Please stop begging me to take you back
I’ve always been a sucker for romance
And before you know
it I concede
You’re all over me
Oh no here I go again
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you couldn’t hurt me

never had i thought things could be like this complicated.. was it me?? i don’t know really.. but then… i could be wrong.. i wish i’m not.. things can be so damn frustrating.. always thinking about things you shouldn’t thinking about.. you couldn’t blame anyone, actually.. you decide what you wanna do..
things aren’t the same anymore… i’ve changed.. i wish i could go.. numb?.. just might be the case.. i wish..