blissful.. i guess
man..i cant even begin to describe what I’m feeling right now.. I’m.. happy.. i am..as in.. not like the usual happy happy..different happy… hehehe.. it’s been a long time since i felt this kind of happiness.. is it possible that three hours of talking can make up for the lost times?? is it possible that even though you’ve lost contact and haven’t been able to communicate with each other for quite some time that three hours can change it??as in fill up those empty spaces you’ve been wondering about for who knows how long where it came from?? as in change how you feel.. how you see things.. is it possible, to feel the same way you have since he left?? well.. is it?? i can’t grasp what I’m feeling right now.. i know its confusing.. hehehe even i cant figure this out.. help me?? nah.. i think better not.it’s really fun for me to try to figure out why i feel this way and why it’s like this..well.. this feeling for sure makes y life and all the shitty things that happen in it worth the while.. i know, i know.. i didn’t make any sense again.. can’t blame me…
