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hmm…almost four years in the making ha.. as in i neva thought na this day would come.. hehehhe kala ko talaga ima finish my studies na dito sa pampanga…guess i was wrong.. it’s really hard… (totoo)..ksi nmn ang dami ko memories dito..i mean not all of them are good there are bad ones syempre..but then this is like my 2nd home na.. hehehehehe.. almost everything happened here..can’t believe na im leaving na..it’s like.. haay…been through so much shit in my life here.. pero im not saying naman na i regret em.i actually am grateful for every shitty things that have happened in my life and for all the bitches and whores that i met and eventually made a friend outta em.. hehehe.. and i mean who can forget all the schmucks ive been with.. hehehehe.. and oo nga pala dapat special mention kahit pano.. ang mga kapatid ko sa pananalig..to my brothers and sisters.. long live the kindred.. i thank you from the bottom of my heart for making my stay here as memorable, as meaningful, as fun, as shitty, as inspiring??, as i dont know.. hell. i thank you. as in.. you have no idea how you made my stay so.. can’t find the word e..basta i’ll cherish every goddamn thing we did together and been through together.. heheh ang emote noh… BASTA MASAYA AKO SA KAPPA!!!! wahaha kahit na gasgas na.. totoo nmn.. wala na ko maisip maya na ulit.. hehehe mangaasar muna ako ng mga tao.. thanks guys..

thank heaven.. tapos na din ang 3rd exam.. grabe.. sobrang nag pay-off din ang nde nmin pagtulog last night. hehehe.. as in feeling ko talga pde na pumasa exam ko.. nde rin..so here i am now.. sa apartment…can’t sleep so. eto .. blog ang napagdiskitahan.. c honey tulog sa kama.. c kathe naliligo na.. c hazel nmn.. eto nagttxt..ewan ko ba.. tapos nakahiga.. hehehe c tiongson aun.. nde maayos ung cam tapos mali pa ung na dl na song, hehehe ang saya.. sobra na to.. eto pa.. hehe as in asar ung araw nmin ni honey kahapon.. iba na talga ang powers ko.. sabi ko lang na feeling ko dapat punta kami ng rob kc nga may makikita kami at wish ko lang na book ang makita nmin at nde tao.. hehehe it turned out cla tiddy bir at tingting.. harhar.. ewan ko ba.. it seems like they’re haunting us or something cant put a finger to it e..un.. so eto ewan ko wala na magaw.. tong tita ko nangungulit. aba dun ba nmn sa bahay nmin gusto tumira.. wan ko lang kung papayag si kuya.. pero i doubt it.. sana nga nde.. ewan ko lang.. bsta nde ko gusto ung idea.. mahirap na.. hehehe.. so un. wala na ko masabi.. sakit na din fingers ko.. hehhe.. kagabi pa ko sulat ng sulat. tpaos ngaun type nmn. ay oo nga pala.. pagkatapos ni kathe si honey nmn ang maliligo tapos punta kmai ng nepo ata to watch a movie. finally.. hehe para masaya pde ng magliwaliw after ng bwisit na exam.. wahahahahaha.. tapos wala ka may class pa bukas.. haay.. cant he give us a break??

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c.. tooooot. wala lang .. nagulat ako.. may bago sa.. basta.. wahahahahha.. un lang.. buti na lang.. haven’t seen him for quite some time.. ayos.. wahaha

e ano pa nga ba?? eto na sa library ako.. kc nga mainit sa labas.. dito c italia at si banengneng.. sabi nilang dalawa ang pangit na daw ng friendster ngaun.. hehehe asar. walang magawa ang masama pa nito wala pa din akong tulog.. waaaaaaaaaaaahhh.. i wanna go to the mall na. i wanna watch a movie na asar nga lang c italia pano kc may comm 3 pa.. i need to have a break before i stduy sa 181, or else… i dont know what im gonna do.. i think ima go nuts or something.. hahaha sa sobrang walang magawa naisip ko ganito na lang.. magtype ng mag type dito sa blog para may magawa.. hehehehe… neways.. ahh.. wala pala… inip na ko.. gusto ko na matulog.. i wanna go home sa bataan. to curl up in my bed.. at least dun sobrang comfy at sobrang lamig.. sarap matulog hehehehe.. sa sobrang miss ko sa kama ko hay nyako.. sobrang bagal ko tuloy basahin ung witching hour.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh… zzai nood na tau cne.. wag ka ng pumasok!!!!! buti pa si banengneng uuwi na ngaun dahil wala cya pasok tomoz at sa wednesday..argh

i swear im so bored i dont even know what to do.. i am so stressed about everything.. i really wanna talk to this person so i can bitch about everything.. and everyone for that matter.. i cant help myself but.. ugh…what really pisses me off right now is that i dont even have a word to call what my life is like right now..i mean dont get me wrong, i still do go out to have fun and stuff. actually i just watched a movie with zzai..it was fun.. but then.. i dont know.. if i dont have anything to do…but think..(this is what really pushes my button.) i cant help but think about so many what ifs and all the people around me and what they’ve done to me.. not to mention,…. never mind.. i dont know.. sometimes i just wanna give up on everybody and start minding my own bloody life.. if u can call it a life..awww… i really miss him na.. i wanna talk and talk and start bitchin about everything.. i guess im being so redundant na.. hehehhe.. i dont know.. i cant wait for the sem break to start…i’d be locked up na by that time sa bahay..that’s a good thing..i can start reading all the books i’ve bought for like a month..spent all my savings on books.. again..hmm….cant wait for everything to change..i have like a month or so …cant wait really.. its not that i dont like or love my so called life right now..but hey, cant blame a gal for wanting something else..you cant…..tried all that is humanly possible in my power to make it work but.. well… who cares, right… to hell with it….feuck em ol.. i shoudnt give a damn anymore….hehehe.. just kidding.. but then.. who knows..